The 1980s
Yes, I AM going to retire from the Rolling Stones. I really do want to do other things, you know. I don't want to wait till I'm 60; that'd be too late. So, at the end of 1982, I'll go for something else. When I got into rock & roll, I thought it'd last two or three years, maybe five, and I was just after some extra cash. I never saw it being any more than three years, a bit of cash, a bit of fun, and getting around town. SUDDENLY - here I am 18 years later and it's become the dominant part of my life, and I didn't really want it go to like that, you know. Here I am, just turned 40 as it were, and I'm STILL playing rock & roll.
My idea
is to try to get out another album this year, and then we
can get these
motherfuckers on the ROAD! Instead of the same old treadmill
of road, studio,
road, studio, road, studio, we can make extended road trips
or do anything
else we want to do: be moving stars or make solo albums.
Yes.
Desperately.
No, I do, yes. I really want to get up there. Whether Bill
can get up there
or not is another
matter.
He
said he was going to retire, didn't he? In two years. He
named the date.
We've got two years to find
another
bass
player.
They
can go on as they're all alive, I should think.
Ron:
We're
not trying to say No, it's just we don't know. Mick:
No,
we don't.
I don't
see an end to the Rolling Stones. I don't think about it
happening. When
it comes, if it comes, whenever. There's no theory on the
end of the Rolling
Stones as I see it. When it happens, it happens. The Crazy
Gang went on
forever. I don't seen an end to the Rolling Stones. Besides,
it's all science
fiction anyway.
We're
just
embarking upon this tour, you know, so we hope it's the
first of many and
long future tours of America that we do, from time to time.
And we go on
and on and on doing them. We never seem to stop so I don't
see why we should
stop now... No, I don't see (a group separation) in the
foreseable future,
you know. But I don't have a crystal ball, you never know
what's going
to happen. But right now, as I say, we're committed to
touring for a considerable
period of time and making new records...
I'm
older and much "gooder", I can see. You get much "gooder" as
you get older,
you never get - well I never... anyone that's gotten older
has (never)
got, sort of, worse, they always get sweeter, don't they?
Like, you know,
like your grandfather was sweet......
I think
the Rolling Stones have gotten a lot better. An awful lot
better, I think.
A lot of people DON'T, but I think they have and to me
that's gratifying.
We only
tour when I want to, not before. I like performing, you
know, but there's
that question of seeming too old. I know what I used to
think of people
my age. It might appear unseemly to be out on a rock tour at
our ages.
I can't
go on leaping around forever - it would be unseemly and
perhaps I should
not be doing it now - but I would be stupid not to do it
while I still
can. In any case, if I can't hit middle-C, I'm not going to
cancel - nobody's
going to notice.
You
can't
really think like that anymore. There was a time when I
worried about that,
but it's gotten so beyond that now. When you're 30 people
would say, Well,
you are a bit old, aren't you? You just agree. Then
you get over that
and talk to 11-year-olds. Well, they got to think that
you're as old as
forever. I remember what I used to think of people my age.
But so what?
I mean I don't even understand why they would be interested,
but the fact
is that they are, and they've got to think you're as old as
anything -
not just an older-looking guy but OOOOLD... and they still
buy your records
and buy thousands of tickets to see you.
It's
really
all a sideline to me... So when the tour is over and the
record is done
I just won't think about it for another 6 months. I won't
play any music
or anything, otherwise it would drive me crazy... I suppose
I just have
to do it until I really feel I can't do it anymore, which
should be for
another 3 or 4 years I suppose. But I mean, even then I have
to do it in
a different way. I can still do it like a kind of method for
a little while.
(I
believe
we can keep going for another 20 years) because nobody has
done it, you
know? It's kind of interesting to find out how rock &
roll can grow
up. I mean, there are other examples, obviously, but on the
sort of scale
the Rolling Stones are on, and have been on for so long, it
still seems
that if we do OUR best, they respond to it immediately - the
audience,
the kids, whatever you want to call it. Some of them are not
so young anymore.
Nor are we.
We're
always
asked what we're going to do when we get too old for rock
and roll. But
what can you say? It's the
only
thing
we've done, the only thing I'VE done. It's the only thing I
WANT to do...
When we
all came into this band, we probably never thought it'd last
more than
two or three years, and suddenly it's a third of your life.
That's the
whole thing about leaving after 20 years, because it's
enough for me. No
matter how great it is. Wonderful to do it, and be in that
band, but I've
got so many other things that I want to do in my life. I
don't want to
still be going out on a stage in a wheelchair in ten years'
time.
I hate
touring and I hate going on the road and my first reaction
to this last
tour was, How the hell can I go out there at 40 years of
age and do
that? I didn't think people would turn up to see it,
but they did.
I'm
very
pleased for them that in (laughs) 1981 they can make a tour
which is as
phenomenal as this has been. I know that some of them are
rather hung up
about being what they would refer to as rock & roll
idols at the
age of 40. But I really don't see that they have
anything to worry
about as long as they still turn people on. That is the only
thing. That's
the final criteria: Do you turn people on? If you turn
people on, you are
entitled to whatever you get from it. You're entitled to the
money, you're
entitled to the titles, you're entitled to any of those
things that you
want, as long as as you are DOING it. And your age is
TOTALLY immaterial.
So I
was
in a restaurant one night, a nice one in New York and there
was a family
at the next table. No one was paying attention to anyone
else but then
I heard - I couldn't help it - the kid ask his father
something. He wanted
to know which band was better, the Beatles or the Rolling
Stones? Well,
I don't know, says the father. Why don't you ask
him?, meaning
me. It made me feel like something out of history.
We
don't
make any money is one of the reasons. And life is only so
long... And -
we just figured we should really go because if it's gonna be
(laughs) another
7 years, we may NEVER go again. I mean, that's a real -
you've really got
to face up to that (laughs). I mean, we'll never go again,
that'll be the
last time definitely we go to Europe, unless we go the year
after. Not
in this band, in this place, I mean... it's impossible.
There
will
certainly at least be another studio album. And there's
buckets of live
material.
I'm
positive
they'll continue making albums for a long time. They really
enjoy recording
now. The whole band approach it with a lot of enthusiasm.
They may go off
the road, but I can't see them stop recording.
Some
people
over the years have consistently written to you, and you've
written back
and sent them things. And you do have a relationship with
them, which goes
back to when you were just, say, 20 years old. So - this is
kind of touching
really that this can continue for that long, you know, from
all over the
world really. And I find that pretty amazing... to last that
long. It's
very nice that you have a growing audience, you know, a
changing audience.
Some people are not going to last forever, they're gonna buy
one or two
albums and be interested in you for a little while then move
on to something
else. People will get married, settle down, and they're no
longer interested
in music anymore. And it's nice that this band has been able
to acquire
new "fans" - or whatever you want to call them - people that
like the band,
as they go along. And it's nice that it transcends
generations; that some
people that like us are older than me, and some people are
younger than
my daughters.
It's
something
to journalists, I think. Most people on the streets don't
even know or
care. It's only the bits in The Post, bits in The
Times and
bits in Rolling Stone that make people aware of it.
It's really
a journalistic invention. As you said, nobody really worried
about Paul
(McCartney)'s birthday because they couldn't see an angle on
it.
Q:
At one point you talked about how you wouldn't want to be
singing Satisfaction
when you were 50...
Mick:
Or 40 or 30.
Q:
But now you find yourself there.
Mick:
What that means is it's not the actual singing. What that
means is that
you don't want to be in exactly the same groove, you want to
change around
a little bit. You don't want to be too much of a nostalgia
act...
Q: What
about
when you're 50?
Mick:
50?
(laughs) FIFTY? Listen to this, FIFTY! God - fuck 50! You
can write that!
.... It would be awful if I went on and tried to do things I
couldn't do.
But if the body is in good enough condition to be able to
sing and have
the breath and the legs... then there's no reason I
shouldn't be able to
do it for a few more years. But as soon as it starts to
show... well, I'll
see it on video. I'll see it straight away.
It's
really
interesting. Nearly all the people that go to the big shows,
but the records
- over 50% of them listen for about 5 years, buying records
as a group.
If you talk about it, say this album sells X copies, over
half of that
is bought by people who have never heard, never bought Satisfaction,
never hread it except on oldies shows, never heard things
like 19th
Nervous Breakdown, weren't aware of anything. They
know Miss You,
maybe. That's the first one maybe they've heard... A lot of
people buy
records and they only like that band for one year, two years
and then they
go out looking for sonething else... I mean the Clash were
really a big
band with young kids last year. This year, the kids don't
even know who
they ARE anymore. They're forgotten.
I don't
know whether the Stones are gonna go on the road next year
or not. We're
gonna sit down and talk about that in the next few weeks. I
mean, CHARLIE
obviously doesn't want to go on tour. But yeah, I love it.
It's kind of
in my blood.
No,
(turning
40 isn't) really (that bad). I don't mind singing something
like (Satisfaction)
off and on, but I don't want to be doing it for a living.
The point is
I don't want to HAVE to go out there and sing it. I'd
rather do new
stuff.
(W)e
don't
have to do all (of the albums in our new contract) if we
don't want to.
We can just do two of them and that's it (laughs). No, we
have a commitment
to do four, UP to four is actually it (laughs). I don't know
quite exactly
what the Stones are going to be doing. I mean Keith is oh
yeah, we'll
be on the road. It's nice to go on the road, but we
don't have any
plans at all. Now we're just setting up to do some videos,
and I don't
know what we're going to do beyond next week.
Keith
and
I have been friends for a LONG time. Yes we were friends
since we were
6 years old which, I'm not going to tell you, is a LONG time
ago, more
than 20 years... I've been friends with CHARLIE for over 20
years. It's
difficult to analyze WHY, you know, why us? You don't know.
And, as someone
said to me, those friendships lasted over the other ones,
you know, with
women and all that. So the band's been going on longer than
any marriage
or involvement I've been in...
I'm
still
not done with Would you let your daughter marry a
Rolling Stone?
Once those things are pinned on you, they stick with you
forever. They
might look slightly silly when you're 60 or 70. Would
you let your daughter
marry THIS? No way not!
(CBS)
offered
a very good deal ($28 million, in 1983) and we took it. But
we didn't GUARANTEE
four albums or
anything.
I
might get hit by a bus, or the group might break up. It's UP
to four
albums. Whether we make four
albums
or
six albums, I don't know. I don't know how many more albums
the Rolling
Stones will make. I'm not
being
very
positive about that, but I'm being honest.
I
understand
why Mick sort of ducked (his 40th birthday)... In that
respect, I think
rock & roll is a fairly health life, if we're all still
here. And nobody
looks like a 40-year-old executive. They're all still in
good shape. They're
all still trim, put two hours in onstage, probably more
energetically than
they did in the '70s. And those people who ask me about age,
it never goes
across my vision, except that the years do go by a little
faster... I'm
in amazingly good shape for the old man of rock &
roll.
I don't
think (my solo album means the Stones are winding down). I
mean, we're
going into the studios in January, and we're planning a tour
for next year.
Ronnie said so on MTV! (laughs) Who am I to say there isn't
going to be?...
(But 5 or 10 years down the the road...) Well, forGET it!
(laughs) I don't
want to THINK about it! No, I don't think (there can really
be a Rolling
Stones when we're 50).
Yeah,
yeah. Hopefully, first thing in the spring, when the weather
breaks. (Grins)
Hey, this is our first album for CBS. We've GOTTA tour.
There
are
a lot of kids out there, leaping around onstage now, making
pots of money,
who have never known a world without the Rolling Stones. For
me that's
a weird feeling, because I remember a world without rock and
roll, never
mind the Rolling Stones.
(T)hat's
the
point the Stones are at right now, if they want to be. It's
a real
interesting position, 'cause we can make this damn thing
GROW UP. We're
the only ones around that've kept it together this long. Is
there a point
in being a rock and roll band after twenty-odd years? Can
you make it grow
up gracefully? Can you get it to mature and make sense? I
guess what I'm
saying is that I love doing it, and we're at a point now
where we'd like
to make it grow up with us.
Well,
the
Stones, as usual, are very single-minded, so until this
record (Dirty
Work) is finally delivered, nobody's
really
going
to apply their minds to anything else. But I feel like it'd
be great once
to do a tour of America where
we
don't start
off cold, where the first gig in 3 years isn't in front of
90 000 people
in Philly. It'd be a perfect time of year to pop down in
Australia - where
we haven't been for years - or Japan - where we've NEVER
been - and crank
it up that way, then bring it to the States with a hot band
already warmed
up. I always feel like the first few gigs on a Stones tour
are like listening
to us rehearse (laughs). I mean, it's as much of a shock for
US to see
all those people there as it is for them to see us, if not
more. It's just
me talking, but I'd like to see it happen in early spring,
be on our way
by March.
I think
(the Stones will tour this year). I can't say for sure
'cause we haven't
had a chance to sit down and actually discuss it yet. I'm
waiting to do
that within the next couple of weeks. I'm hopeful. I think
so. I think
they're idiots if they don't want to.
I think
it made everybody realize that's what it's all about. It
felt so good.
You could see it in everybody's face. All the other things
became secondary
for that one night. Maybe that'll egg them on a little bit
to say, OK,
let's tour... I just hope (Mick) comes around, man,
because I sure
want to do it and I can testify that everybody else in the
band is ready
to go. I have not had a personal conversation with Mick
about it, but I
hear the same things that everybody hears - that he's trying
to sort out
his ideas on what his next career move should be. I hope
it's a Rolling
Stones tour.
There
is
no tour planned, that's as far as it goes. It's not even
planned. If it's
planned, I'll tell you about it... No
(Keith
and
I haven't fallen out over it). We haven't even TALKED about
it... Well,
we haven't been getting along
very
well
so I think - you know, we've been together doing this album
for a year,
so I think we'll need a little bit of time to see how things
go.
I
always
feel that the Stones are still pushing their potential. I
may be wrong,
but I'm still waiting for it to hit its peak. I feel the
Stones are now
in this unique position. If they want to stay together for
the next few
years we can make this thing that started off with the Fab
Four/Stonesmania/teenybopper
thing grow up! Seeing if we can make it mature, seeing if we
can be what
we are. Stop pretending this Peter Pan bullshit and become
real men who
can play up there like real men and act like men and still
lay the stuff
on them. The Stones are now the only ones in the position to
do it... (O)ther
people say maybe it shouldn't (grow up) - maybe adolescence
is what rock
and roll's about. But OBVIOUSLY it isn't or there wouldn't
be anybody over
22 playing the stuff... I played with Muddy Waters six
months before he
died. What he was doing was pretty much the same as what we
do; it's just
the marketing that was different. He was like Buddha up
there - a mature,
dignified Buddha commanding all the respect in the world.
Why shouldn't
we see if rock and roll can do that?
I enjoy
playing with the Rolling Stones, but I've got to the point
where I've played
with the Rolling Stones a lot. I've been with them for
twenty-three years.
That's a long time. Every time I want to do something
outside the Rolling
Stones people say, He's going to leave! I mean, I've
just spent
a whole year doing this album, so at the moment I'm kind of
interested
in doing other things, whether they be in movies, videos,
performing, writing,
whatever. The Rolling Stones is not my only interest in
life... I don't
have any tour plans with or without the Stones. I don't have
any tour plans
period. But things can change. I can't say what will happen.
I can only
tell you what's happening right now.
The
touring...
I can't imagine it. I always have this image of me when
playing in the
Stones, and there are all these 16-year-old girls in the
front screaming.
My daughter's that age. It's embarrassing.
Uh... I
don't think we'll be touring this year, although nothing is
carved in stone,
pardon me (smirks). I've no doubt we will tour again; it's
just that this
year the timing has been a little... uncoordinated, you
know? We'll just
give it a rest this summer. Maybe later this year.
We
can't
break up. We've got more albums to deliver.
I love
Keith, I admire him... but I don't feel we can really work
together anymore.
(Mick
is)
obsessed with age. He want(s) to be young, but I don't see
the point of
pretending to be 25 when you're not.
It
looks
that way. I think the time comes when, you know, all good
things must pass...
It's a pity we didn't go out with a big bang but instead...
with a bit
of a whimper... A new Stones tour depends on Mick and Keith
becoming friendly
again.
There's
no way I can possibly see (Mick and Keith) working together
again. I can't
see that pair being in the same town together, never mind
the same room,
in the next 10 years. It's the end.
I don't
see any reason why (the Stones will not play together
again). Let us have
a break, see what else we can do. We'll come back with
renewed energy,
hopefully.
(I
still
view the Stones as an ongoing entity), very much. And I
think the Stones
should go on the road, and so on. I don't believe in forcing
things when
they're not right, though.
I think
it is very important to be able to mature. This is what
everyone's been
going on about: How are you going to live in the rock
music world?
Rock isn't just for teenagers, you have to cover eerybody
without condescending
and you can do that in an album. If you're a mature
singer/songwriter you
can't just leave rock behind and do
schlock.
You've
got to make the music grow with you, as well as sticking
with the good,
exciting basics, what's good in your work - and still try to
push the genre.
Everybody
likes
things cut and dried, and with the Stones, it never will be.
Whether
it's all over or not is really up to how everybody in the
band feels. This
particular period is basically, I think, a reaction to 25
years of being
forced
to
work together, whether we liked it or not. Luckily, we liked
it... Let's
just give it a breather, and then we'll see how ridiculous
it all is and
work it out. I mean, I love working with those boys, and I
don't see us
not pullin' it back together. Just give us a break, and
we'll come back
for part two, you know? We'll be right with you after
these messages.
(Laughs) More to come, you know?
I mean,
we've had a lot of ups and downs in the Rolling Stones, and
this is one
of them. I, for one, hope we will regroup. Having said that,
I think that
one ought to be allowed to have one's artistic side apart
from just being
in the Rolling Stones. I LOVE the Rolling Stones - I think
it's wonderful,
I think it's done a lot of wonderful things for music. But,
you know, it
cannot be, at my age and after spending all these years, the
only thing
in my life... I think after twenty-three, twenty-four or
however many years,
I certainly have earned the right to express myself in
another way.
I don't
particularly
want to go on tour when things are not going that well. I
think it's a
mistake. I learned a lesson from the Who being on the road
(1982) when
they were not getting on. I hated seeing it. It embarrassed
me and made
me feel very sad. And I don't want to see the Rolling Stones
like that
- onstage and getting on badly... Fifteen years ago, I could
have just
sat around and lived in the country and waited for a year,
hoping it would
blow over... I think everyone in the Stones is going to
benefit from the
fact that we're all doing different things for a while. And
it won't be
quite so insidiously incestuous... I mean, people have this
obsession:
they want you to be like you were in 1969. They want you to,
otherwise
their youth goes with them, you know? It's very selfish, but
it's understandable.
(Mick)
said, I don't need this bunch of old farts. Little
do you know,
Sunny Jim... My point around Dirty Work was this was
the time when
the Stones could do something. They could mature and grow
this music up
and prove that you could take it further. That you don't
have to go back
and play Peter Pan and try and compete with Prince and
Michael Jackson
or Wham! and Duran Duran... To me, twenty-five years of
integrity went
down the DRAIN with what he did. Mick is more involved with
what's happening
at this moment - and fashion. I'm trying to grow the thing
up, and I'm
saying we don't need the lemon-yellow tights and the cherry
picker and
the spectacle to make a good Rolling Stones show. There's a
more mature
way of doing it. And Mick, particularly at that time, two or
three years
ago, couldn't see a way clear to do anything different...
But we talked
about it. I went to London, and we had a meeting. I think
you'll find a
new album and a tour next year from the Stones.
I also
think Mick has a Peter Pan complex. He wants to compete on
the same level
with Michael Jackson and Prince. Why do that when you've got
25 years of
integrity and respect behind you? I think the Stones are at
a point when
they could really grow up gracefully. Be more mature. Make
it strong that
way. But he wants to prance around and wiggle his arse and
have special
effects and dance with chicks.
(I)f
anyone can come back after such a long lay-off, the Stones
can. It's still
the question I get asked most all the time, everywhere -
when are you getting
back together? When is it going to happen? Perople certainly
want us to.
In a way, the longer the gap, the greater the fascination.
It's a unique
situation. The weird thing is with the Stones - at least
until we stopped
working - there was still an incredible spectrum of fans.
There'd be grandmas
with their daughters and grandaugthers in the audience.
Whooah, lovely!
Three generations! (laughs). Depending on you talk to, some
people the
Rolling Stones started with Brown Sugar, some think
there wasn't
a Rolling Stones before Start Me Up... It's weird
when you are part
of something that's gone on that long and you realise that
you're something
that people have grown up with. A lot of people haven't
known a world without
the Rolling Stones. They're as much a part of life as your
mum or your
dad or the television set or the armchair or the air you
breathe. You're
born into the world and there are the Rolling Stones. That's
very hard
to take in.
If we
do
(re-forrm) it will be early, middle '89, so I'd say we'd...
oh, do an album
then go on the road. Same as ever. It's the only thing to
do. If you do
what I do, you write songs, you make records, you go on the
road. If you
don't do one of those three things you don't get the full
benefit.
This is
a job. It's a man's job, and it's a lifelong job. And if
there's a sucker
to ever prove it, I hope to be the sucker.
I still
have lots of reservations about Mick, but I think that's
something natural
we all go through as people. Eventually we'll work it out
and I have no
doubt we can work together. My vision and his vision of what
the Stones
could do is slightly different. I think that the Stones are
in that unique
position of being able to see rock & roll music grow up.
After all,
it's fairly young music, 30 years. Audiences are growing up
with it. So
are the musicians. And to me, the Stones are in that
beautiful, interesting,
exciting position of finding out how to take it further...
(Mick) thought
that the Rolling Stones are old-fashioned. I think Mick was
petrified at
the thought of becoming part of rock & roll nostalgia.
He thought the
answer was to compete with the general trend of recording
today.
No
matter
how you flip that dime / On our side is time...
(We'll
get the Stones in the studio a)s early as we can next year.
I'd very much
like to use the same cat who engineered (Talk Is Cheap),
Don Smith.
And Steve Jordan, too, as co-producer. Because we've had
such a good thing
going, we're on a roll. I'd like to take what I've done in
the last two
years and bring it to bear on the Rolling Stones.
(W)e
have
tentative starting dates for the studio early next year... I
think in a
year we'll be on the road, and that's having a new album as
well...
If the
Stones go on stuttering and not really starting, then
obviously I'll have
to (continue touring solo)... Now that I've got the taste of
playing onstage
again, I'll carry on doing it. If the Stones start up again
and everything
is a great, fun, pleasurable success, then I won't do so
much of it. Who
knows?
The
Stones
are inevitable. The process is inexorably predictable. I
don't want to
disappear into a bubble just
because
it's
the Rolling Stones, but I think that 1989 will be virtually
a Stones year
- whether I like it or not.
(T)he
Stones
haven't worked on the road for seven goddamn years. Name me
another act
that can lay off that long. We've become Frank Sinatra. It's
almost like
the longer you leave it, the more people want it.
I don't
see it as a retrospective or a farewell or anything like
that. It's the
Rolling Stones in 1989... (Somebody
asks if this is the last tour).
That's a wonderful question! First asked in 1966!
The
Rolling
Stones are the Rolling Stones. When it's good, it's really
good. And when
it isn't good, it's boring. And
I'd
rather
go and make solo albums than make boring Rolling Stones
albums... Ah, fuck
it, who cares (if this is the
last
tour)?
That's all I can say we're gonna do at the moment. That's
all anyone can
say.
(I)t's
NOT a farewell tour. And once we get this huge slice, the
American tour,
done, we're pretty sure we'll move on to the rest of the
world next year.
There's
not a lot in rock that is new. It's the same kind of chord
sequences and
the same kind of rhythm references and the same recycling of
subject matter.
But I don't think it's a problem. I mean, traditional
musical forms like
folk music in three chords or blues are endearing to
Americans. They find
some comfort in them.
Sorry,
I thought you were going to take my pulse.
It
won't
do to say, Oh, well, I'm 46 years old. I'm TIRED. I'm
going to stand
here and sing "Satisfaction" as best I can, it's a bit off
tune. You have
to take into account my declining years - they don't
fucking want that
(laughs). They're going to want kick-ass rock & roll.
I guess
by around Satisfaction... we started to realize that
you could deveop
this thing, and if you did it right, there's no reason why
you shouldn't
be able to do it as long as you wanted. But you don't even
think about
those things at the time. There was no way of foreseeing it
going to like
1989, of foreseeing all this. It's actually reached a point
where probably
a good 80% of the people there at the concerts don't even
know a world
without the Rolling Stones. And so you become a fixture -
like the moon.
I can
never
think of starting something up again in order to make it the
last time.
This is the beginning of the second half.
I
recognize
that I'm not 20 or 30 anymore. I make sure I get... a LITTLE
sleep. (laughs)...
You get older, you know? You've got families and kids. It
will happen to
the best of you, baby, don't worry. The one thing I can
guarantee is you're
gonna get older - if you're LUCKY... There's no point at
this point of
life still trying to play bad boys just for the sake of it.
I was as bad
as you could get. I look back, and I say, I was trying
to commit suicicde
for ten years. But I couldn't kill it. So I came to
terms with myself:
OK,
well, then, we'll get on with living. Now I want to
see how far I can
take this thing. If I can grow up, then surely my music can.
I hope
younger people just see the band as a band, without the
baggage of history.
You can't deny the history's there; I'm not denying it's
there. But I'm
not really interested in the history of the band. I'm not
really interested
in what happened then. I'm still interested in the songs -
if they hold
up. I'm not interested in doing them just as history. I'm
more interested
in doing new things. I'm just not that orientated toward the
past. I think
it's a waste of time. It's dumb. It's done, nothing's gonna
change it.